Chapter three -شَقاء-

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"My sister rawan brought me a new laptop men mahrhaa! I was so so happy..

fa 9ert ag3ad bdary aghlab alwagt w al3aab feeh.."

We are all them same, okay not all of us bas alghlab.. We run away from our real life, to a fake life that is full of lies & sh*t.. 

i made a fake account ,wrote a fake name w 76ait fake picture 7ag actress teshbahne..

I chatted with alot of people about many many things..

Me: so tell me nasser, how old r u?

Nasser: 29

Me: mashallah al3omer kela..

Nasser: weyach

Me: ma getlay wain tsht'3l?

Nasser: sharekat alfalni

Me: aha, okay yala bye..

and it goes on..

that was me, every single day..

different boy, different name..

& im 100% that all of them are lying about their ages &names.. 

Somehow i found myself stalking this guy, i care about him a lot.. 

Bl 3ada i just talk to them for once or twice then i completely forget about them..

Why cant i forget him?

Why?

Days passed & passed..

Lama 9ar ehwa alwa7eed ele aklma.. Shay ana kelesh ma twa83ta a9lan, 9erna grab men ba3ath 7aaaaylll w ajabel my laptop 7ag the whole day bas 3ashan a7acheh..

Sadly, this summer khala9 w bedat alderasaa w beda alkaraf.. Fa kent lazem ahed my laptop shway..

I was so depressed, because i can't talk to him all the time.. I have school & stuff to do.. 

Kent an6er al lail na6ra bas 3ashan aklma..

Jassim: muneerah khala9 bas tara wala mlait, 9arly sh'hour a7achech hne! Tukfain 3a6ene ra8michh b7achech!

Me: e7na shgelna jassim? Bas cham mara tan8shna eb hal mawthou3!

Jassim: tukfain muneerah wala bas aklmich mara7 asawe shay, wela mo wath8a b7be lech?

Me: enzain khala9 okay!!

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he called me, when i first heard his voice i felt good, like really really good. He brought me back to life.. 

His voice was flawless, he was my one & only..

A gift from god, to me.

I loved him with all my power.. 

He actually stole whats left of my heart..

Jassim: e7m, alsalam 3alaikom

Me: w 3alykom alsalam

Jassim: shlounich mnueerah?

Me: zaina al7imdallah w enta?

Jassim: 6ayeb bedam ene sema3t hal 9out..

Me: hehehe:D

Jassim: muneeraah bagoulich shay, tara ana m6aleg.. W 3ende wldain.. Wa7ed 3omra 5 sneen w althane 3..

Me: laish shnu almushkela ele 9arat?

Jassim: tzawjt w ana 9gher, w murty kanat wayed 3asraaa w kel youm nethawash, houshtna ma tkhale9.. Fa 6algtha!  

Me: weee, w 3yalk 3ende mnu?

Jassim: 3ende ana, obouy metwafe fa ana saken weya omouy w ehya tder balha 3alaihom..

Me: humm mashallah alah ykhaleha lik

Jassim: w ykhalich ley!

Me: ameen!

Jassim: enzain muneerah ba6leb menech 6alab?

Me: amer?

Jassim: ma yamer 3alaich 3adu wala thalem, abe ashoufich!!

I was shocked, like no how may9er???!!!

Chena wayed mesta3yel?

Me: la la jassim ma agdar!

Jassim: w ghalaty 3endich w rabe mara7 asawy shay!!

Me: efhmne ana ma agdar!!!!

Jassim: w rabyyy w 8asam bela mane jaysich!!!!!!!!! Bas bashoufich tokfain..

Me: ufff khala9 ok..

Ba3ad 7anetaa ele ma tkhale9 e8tana3t ene ashoufaa eb mawa8ef a7d almadares bl kuwait..

I was super happy that i'm going to meet him.. I picked up the prettiest dress that i have.. Ma3na i don't have a lot of dresses because of my mom..

She dosen't even give me money to buy something for my self..

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Much love,

Farah<3