Chapter six. -شَقاء-

heyyy!!!!

i'm finally back!! i miss writing so much:(
sorry for taking too long to post but rmadhan w 3eed w kethaa ya3nee:D

3edkom mbarak mo2akharaan:p
enjoy now;**


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Radat rawan 7ag baitha w raylha wana rdait 7aag jassim..

3araftt ena kan 3enda ma7al ybe3 fe talephonaat..

Galy ena ma3asha wayed zain w merta7..

I knew it men lama sheft his car..

He also told me ena 3enda shalaih..

Tbh tmnait law a3esh 3eshta law thanya bas.. 

W ga3adt ad3y alah ena y9er men n9eby..



my first year passed peacefully, nothing really happened ya3ne..

&its summer now, i hate summer!! 
like i can't go out,sleep,eat methel alawadem men ome! 
ga3datly 3al wa7da!

farasht seyadty, 9lait w ga3adt ad3yy..
"اللهم احفظ جاسم و ادمه لي ولا تريني به بأساً يُبكيني"



..: yalaaa erjaa3 kefayaa b9ara7aa fgadnak!! lat6aweeel alghaibaa ya jassim eghyabek mo9eeba!!

jassim: oula oula lai hal daraja walhana 3alay?

me: w akthar men ma tt9awar ba3aaad!!

jassim: ya men 7athy kel mara basafer 3ayal:p

me: laa 3ad men 9iji jassim:( dereteen ment feha ma 3alaihaa 7ala law tbel alsa7aayeb ga3haa kel laail!

jassim: yaaaa rou7 jassim entayy, yalaa ma bugaa shayy w ared enshaallah;**

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enshallah y7soun ena 3endhoum ekhet w yyoun ya3nee! bas ma aloumhom ma eyoun men alnesraa ome!!!

bas jad thank god! 
jassim is back & uni will start next week!!

jassim: ha manouraa wainich?

me: kane enshallah 10 mins w ou9aaal!

jasssim: enshallah ana mawjoud nafs mokana thech almaraa..




me: jaasssim!!! walaa ta3bnee 7aaail ghyaabik!!!

i hugged him so so tight!
ugh i miss him!!
i miss his laugh!!
i miss his smell!!
i miss every-single-thing about jassim, my one&only jassim<3


jassim: 7ayaty entayy!! wala al3atheeeem a7eebich!!

me: mo kethryy jassim!! latsafeer mara thanyaaa:'(

jassim: hahah enshallah, enzain manouraa rou7ay ba6laay aldabaa fe agrath..

me: enshallaaah!


omg, wait what?
 lgait jan6aa matrousaaa agrath!
kel gharath a7la men althanyy!!


me: kel hatha 7agyy jassim?:o

jassim: w men ley gairich 3ashan ashteree lahaa?

me: ya ba3aaad 3omry ya jassim!! alah la y7rmne meeenk!!

jassim: wala menech 7abeebtyy!:*

me: yala ana lazem arou7 al7een, akeed ome btsawele salfa laish t2akhartay w ma adry shnu:(

jassim: khala9 enshallah, dery balich w shway shway bldarb, awal ma tou9len goulele;*

me: enshallah;** 




..:entaay laish rada me2akher? ma tshoufen alsa3a cham al7een? w shnu hal chyas ele bedech?? 


ya alaaaaah 3ala hal mo9ebaa!! alwa7ed ma ydesh albait bsalam lazem ez3aj w louyaa!!

me: yuma hathy rfejty!! tawha rada men alsufar w yabtly cham shay..

mama: w chan zain kel alnas nafsha!! ee rafjay chthy nas mo trafjen fager nafsich ma eyeboun ela alham w al8amet!!

me: enshallaah:) yala te9b7een 3ala khayrr!!

w 9a3adt dary!
she loved money, t7eb ttshe7a6 jedam alnas!!

maybe because baba ma kan ya9ref 

3laina? bas ya9ref w yge6 bl habal 3ala albait althany?

nafs aghlab alreyayeel? yensoun kel shay w yensoun al3eshra bas 3ashan wa7da thanyaa!
bas yet'thakroun ena alshar3 7alal 4 bas ma yet'thakroun ena lazem ya3doloun benhom..

y7lloun ele yaboun w y7rmoun ele yaboun..

i prayed al3esha w nemt..

'alwald is calling'

fzaaaait!! bsmelaa obouy laish dag 3ala sheslfa???

me: alou?

baba: hala, mneera abech tyeen baity alyoum ba3ad almaghreb ba7achech eb mawthou3 bas la tgoulen 7ag omich..

me: enshallaah..

baba: mo t6awlen, ma3a alsalama!

i was completely shocked! shyabe mnee?? la w ba3ad galy ta3aly baity w la tgoulen 7ag omich!! waana 7eta bl 3eed ma azoura!! thats weird!!


i told jassim and he was really shocked! ana ma 3omry yebt 6ary obouy aw ene azoura jedam jassim ya3ne!!

alah yaster bas!!


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we9alt baitaa w 6gait aljarass..
his wife est8beltny..
she wasn't really pretty, tmashe al7al ya3nee..
salemt 3alaay w g3adat tgouly laish ma tzourena w tshoufen ekhwanich..

tha7ktany wala! shloun taben a7abhom w obouy y3amlhoum mo3ala ghayr 3aana? thouulm thouulm!!

she left & baba came..


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Comment please;*

Much love,

Farah<3