chapter 15. (the end)

First:

this post is dedicated to you all! thankyou so much for your support, thankyou so much for your comments<3 I LOVE YOU ALL w sorry 3ala kel chapter 8a9art feeh!

adre ena alstory 7ayl g9era bas w9alat ley alnehaya..

second: 

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you wont regret itt!:D

Third:

i closed my account 7ag fatra, la2any 9ej 9ej kent mashgoula!

ENJOY &COMMENT please xx

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"wayed ashya2 t9er eb 7ayatna e7na nafsna ma kena nabeha t9er, net'thayag w neg3ad nabchy w 7alatna 7ala.. bas mant'thakar ena kel shay alah katba lena khera<3 raby ma ysawelena shay ela la2ana yadry ena e7na gadha w we can take it.. methly ana al7een. 

              Shahad Al-Flani

1- khesart aghla ensan 3ende, aw ehwa khsarny.. laish? ma negdar ntem weya ba3ath! 7awalt as3da 7awalt w rabe yesh'had bas ehwa althaher mu rathy.. ehh dhari.. shahrain kel shay mashe tamam yrou7 3end aldoctor w yred w al7imidiallah wayed ta7asan! 

eb youm w laila engalab 7al alwalad.. ma ykalem a7ad wala rathy yakheth adweta w eb hal youm ehwa mag6ou6 bl 6eb alnafse.. shloun chthy? la7ad yes2alne (btw 8e9at dhari 9jeya) 6alab mene enhed ba3ath la2ana ehwa ma yegdar ykamel aw bl a9a7 ma yabe ykamel w y3lgne 3ala shay "3ala goulta" bas al7imidalah 3ala ele ana feh al7en! ekteshaft ena al7ub ehwa mu kel al7ayat! ma agoul ena mu tharoury, la tharoury w wayed ba3ad! bas eb 6arega 9a7 ele tarthy alah<3 w al7en 8e9dty ana w dhari w9alat ley alnehaya..

"mu kel 8e9a laha nehaya, la2ana ma nadry shbe9er bl sneen albajya." 

wana 3an nafse "shahad" bagoul 7ag kel shakh9 ghara 89dty w tfa3al weyaha mashkoureeen men kel galbe w abekoum tad3oun 7agy w 7ag dhari..

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"Khala9 3aad latsafer!!!!!! atrajak!!!!"

"mu ana gaylich mlait men alkuwait khala9 yah khalene"

" okay bas ena khala9t 2 years hne kamel tukfaaa."

"ohooo 3ad lat7nen wayed getlich ra7 asafer" 

"ufff ufff"

"ana ghaby wala ghabe khalamtich w ebtelesht ma egoul ela alah yakhthich ya may"..

-ehh na3am ana raghad w rthait akalem s3oud.. ma adre laish chthy nzalat men 8emat nafse? yemkin la2ana ele 7awaly mu ga3den y8adrouny? yemkin.. aw yemkin la2any 7asa eb na89? ham yjouz.. 7sait ena s3oud kan y7bne w kela yes2al 3ane.. bas "KAN" w yalait yerja3 alzeman.. "كل ما رجعنا للماضي كان الزمان احلى" 

w methel ma ygoulun "كل شي بالبدايات اجمل و احلى"

khathany le3ba ehwa w alchalba may w ga6ouny.. 7sbay alah 3alayhoum..

"3ala ra7tik khala9, bas wede agoulik shay wa7ed, tsma7ly?"

 

"akeed"

"a3len ens7aby al7een, ana khala9 bas.. jarabt mara w layumken a3edha mara thanya.."

"ma fahamt"

"shouf ele swaita ana ghala6, mshait wara may wana mghamtha, en3ajabt feek.. kalamtik.. u used me.. w bas khala9na, tsma7ly awakher?"

"ma adre shagoulik 9ara7a bas goodluck"

"thankyou!:p"

& now im back to my normal life w al7imidllah im so happy that im not doing anything ma yerthy alah<3

mashkoureeen wayedd 3ala enkoum gayartaw my story! yeah &one more thing 

im on my senior year now! ed3oulyy<3 

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do u remember my first post?

"انا ماني اي عاشق انا لما اعشق اغير و الله لما اعشق اغير.." 
akh ya rashed!  

"W FE 3YOUN ALNAS WALA AGHAR YA 3OUMRE 3ALAYK!! KAYF A9BER W ANA SHAYEF NAS MEN 7OULIK KTHER"

-its amazing how one song can bring back 1,000 memories.-

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this song 3a6ane eyaha 3azam ka ehda2.. 

w a7la memory lama galy sm3eha..

w youm w eb kel fa5ar agoulha eny batkharaj w ya 3azam kh6abny<3 

ربي لك الحمد على كل شي<3

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w thou7a al7midiallah mkamla 7ayatha 3ade tshoufhoum w yetzawroun w haman ehya eb ttkharaj<3 

-The end- 

THANKYOU SO SO MUCH GUYS DONT FORGET TO COMMENT!!<3 

chapter 14

adry adryyy ene 6awalt bas wala ley throufyyy!:( 

w ya3ne mu ga3da ashouf comments! shloun tabouny i post w entaw u dont comment?:c

w sorry etha g9er bas masafraa w i cant type wayed:( 

enjoyy;**

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mama: yala e7na bnrou7 maa3aa alsalam--

doctor m7md: aana gedan asef bas fegdnaa almareeth..

me: naaa3aaaaam? men 9ejeeeeek? dectorr?

om 3azam: لا حول ولا قوه الا بالله.. اللهم آجرني في مصيبتي.. يارب تغفرله.. 

mat7es eb 8emat alshakh9 ela lama tafgeeda wala, w ana 7asait lama galouly ena 3azam tuwafa, a7esss chenaa shaaay enshaal men rou7y aby abchyy mane gadra, a7es eb ghaa9aaa!!! w aby atkhalaaam many gadra!!!.. 

doctor m7md: aahh ya om 3azam bas mush 3azam ele tawafa 7a9al 5al6 bain alasma2 sam7eeenaa awwee w almared eb khair te2daru tshoufuuh..

om 3azam: shloun 5al6 alah yhadak mustashfa mentaw 3arfeen asma2? 

dctor m7md: met2asfeen om 3azam 

me: ASHWAAAA!!!!!!! 7imidallaah 7imidlalah

om 3azam: wala hal dector 5aba9 galbe 7asbey alah 3alaaayh!!! bas yalaa zain alf 7imidallah wel sheker yala 5al adesh ashoufaa.. 

-back to reality- 

w men thak alwagt 3araft ene a7eebaah, la2any methel ma gelt ma t7es enik t7eb/taby shay ela etha fgadtah aw eb tafgedah.

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 raghad's [p.o.v]

"zahagt w raby zahagt men hal 3eesha, la men ebou wala men om wala men ekhwan, yaraby t9aaabrnyyy."

-whatsapp- 

me: ya zaga ya may

may: khayr khayr galbe? shfeech =))

me: zahagt men baitna 6agat chabdy wala..

*may is one of my friends, she's sweet! a tshaweg 7ail mashallah! bas ena 3endaha swalef..

may: taaben agoulich shay?

me: goulayyy khal9ene

may: entay jameela w sh7lwech w nthefa w my cousin yaby wa7da chthy, 9adgene btstanseen, kalmeeh w en ma3jebach khaleeh!!

me: may, tadreen ana ma a7eb hal suwalef w tadren ena already fe shakh9 eb galby, shloun a5ouna??

may: entay habla wela habla? maa yadryy 3aanich!!! ma YADRY 3ANICH FAHMTAY? shnu t5ouneena wraby mu 9a7ya!!!

me *w hatha akthar shay ya8tlne ena ma yadry 3anyy!!!!!!!*: yadry ma ydry ana mara7 akalem.

may: kaifich 6agag

me: akeed kaifi=))

may: la khala9 mu kaifich=))

me: block block

may: rghaid tukfaaain!

me: shtabeen?

may: fakray bele geltaaah?

me: no wayyy 

may: malaaat::

me: 3alaich::

may: zain ttyl:: [talk to you later] 

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enzain ana khal ajareb? shkhsrana? 7alal 3alaihoum w 7aram 3alay? w a9lan ehwa ma yadry 3any khala9 3adyy! bagoulaha w en ma 3ajabny khalaytaa!

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-whatsapp-

me: mayooo fakart

may: ketchuppp, 7elfaayyy yala yala goulaayy

me: la la khala9 bedam chthy many met7achya.:') 

may: la la khala9 yala sorryy::

me: umm saway group hne w lets talk ashouf etha y3jabne:$

may: men 3youuuneee!!! dgeega bas aklmaah!

me: okaayy

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may's [p.o.v.]

wa5eeraan reethaat, waraach darb ya raghaaad..:p

me: s3ouudd! rethaaat rghaad bas now asawe group w enta ba3dain t3aref shetsawe;)

s3oud: ehh okay;)

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comment please!:D 

chapter 13

hey guys!!
3edkoum mbarak mu8adaman w 3asakoum men al3ayden w alfayzen w yen3ad 3alaikoum bl9e7a w al3afya enshallah xo
enjoy<3

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shahad's [p.o.v.]

"madry sh9ar 3ala dhari, enshallah kel shay tamam.."

*D is calling* LOOL ماشاء الله:: ابن الحلال عند ذكروا ببان::

me: haa sh9aar? shfeek? shgaal aldctor?

dhari: shfeech dasha eb 8uwaa khal asalem wait=))

me: uff zain zain asfa bas yala gouly sh9ar?

dhari: maku ma 9ar shay

me: dhari shnuu ma 9ar shayy yalaa gouul!!

dhari: eh haw 9ej ma 9ar shay

me: 7mar khala9 latt7acha:)

dhari: khala9 khala9 bas latbcheen babaty al7een agoulich=))
he told me everything.. from A to Z..

me: ehh zain ashwa..

dhari: ehh bas ygoulun dhari y7eeb..

me: dhari ma ba6lna shaglat al le3eb e7na?

dhari: maabaala walaa mbala, bas hathy men 9eje a7bha w rabe yesh'had ba3ad!! ma agdar bdounha wala

me: ohh 9ej..

dhari: ehh 9ej:p

me: 3ayal alah ywafgkoum..

dhari: ameeen bas almushkela ehyaa ma tadry ene a7bhaa fahmtayy?

me: aha rou7 goulaha 3ayal;p

ya3ny wala mu nag9a:: yaa kaalb 7ess fee wa7da t7ebek hnyy 3ayazt wana age6 na8zat lel7en ma faham:'( wayyy jad la2:'(

dhari: ehh kaa a7eebich

me: na3am? rou7 goulaha ehyaa ana shaku?

dhari: ya habla ehya entaayy shfeech=))

me: haaaa? anaa?

dhari: eh ehh entay mnu ga3ad akalem ana al7eeen? alyene ya3ne?

me: shdarany ya3ne:$

dhari: zain a7ebich, t7bene? *ana ma kent na6er ejabtha a9lan la2ana adrry enha t7bne w 7ayl wathe7 hal shay::*

me: lol ehh:$

dhari: kaaak ehh shnu? w laish chthy 9outich?::

me: ehh ena a7ebik:$

dhari: enzai hew shfeech glabtay 6oumaa6aa

me: maa galabt 6ouma6aa law glebat chan ma gedart a7acheek yal gou6yy yal 9ayad

dhari: khala9 latklene=))

me: wala mu kafu a7ad ysoulef weyaaak entaa arou7 atsaba7 w anam a7san::

dhari: aseef asee-
*6ooooooooooo6 6ooooooo6 6oooooooo6*

LOOOOOOL a7san::

she3our wayed 7elow lama t7soun ena fe a7ad y7bkoum w yhtam feekoum.. bas ana adryy ena kel ele ga3ad asawee ghala6!! chan zain galbe eb eddyyy chan ma 7abait a7ad, but without love we cant live, yes we cant live! because love is everything we need in this life, i feel guilty!! GOD!..

gemt tesab7t w 9alaytt w 6ala3t tv yalaah yatly alnoumaa..

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akeed al7een kel men gam ygoul shloun njoud 7abat 3azam w ehwa sawa feeha kel hal ashya2:: shloun rethat t7acheeh a9laan::

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njoud's [p.o.v]

-flashbacks-

it was a boring day.. nafs alayam albajyaa.. nothing new..

*raghoud alhabla is calling you* lat'th7koun 3al esem:: lool::

me: alaah yabeech::

raghad: ha shtabeen

me: aby action eb 7ayaty walaa malal malal maku shay asaweh::

raghad: ehh wala 9ajaaa maku ghayr yayatlich w yayatly w 6al3een w raden::

me: ehh waalaa, ela ta3aly 9aja wela 9amoun?::

raghad: yaaa zaaaga zain::

me: ma7ad zaga-

njoudaaa njoudaaa ta3alyyy 7abeebty

me: dgeegaa raghoudd omy ga3da t7achene ba3ad shway adeg 3alaich..

raghad: okay bye

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me: halaaa youumaa?

mama: hala feech yala badlyy

me: waain yumaa? malyy khelg wala

mama: benrou7 almustashfaa

me: hawww bsmeelaa alra7maan alraa7eem sheeslfaaa? sh9aayer?

mama: wala ma adry bas ome *mama naseema ele ehya yadty* tgoul ta3alw almustashfa 7ag 3azam w 3ala 6oul 9akeeta

me: 3azam:o??? okay al7een albs ay shay w ayeeech!!!

mama: zain bas mu t6aleen

me: enshallaah!!!

i wore my free city pants w my kenzo tshirt..

me: mama yalaa im done

mama: yala alsayeg bara..

we9alna almustashfaa w re7na 9oub al3mlyat.. god im so worried akhaf 9ar fe shay:'( okay 9ej ena ehwa sawa fene wayed ashya2 bas a7ess yakser alkha6er w madry fe shaay makhalene a7eebaahh.. yarab tshaafeh.. malat 3alay tawne agoul abe action bas mu chthy 3ad:: yalaa al7imidllaah w alah ygawma blsalama..

me: hala khalty shlounich? shkhbaarech? shloun 3azaaam?

om 3azam: al7imidllah 3ala kel 7aal.. lel7een wala ma nadry 9arla 7 sa3at dakheeel..

me: alah yshafeeh w ygawmaah blsalamaa enshallaah bas entay ed3eelah..ehwa 9arlaa 7adeth wela shnu?

om 3azam: ameeen enshallah, la walla zalag bl7amam bas yat al6aga 3ala rasa.. yaraby ta7feetha

me: lat7ateen khalty maku ela al3afya enshallah..

om 3azam: enshallah

w ga3da blmustashfa leey blaayl w lel7en wala a7ad ya lena wala galena shay..

mama: yala e7na bnrou7 maa3aa alsalam--

doctor m7md: aana gedan asef bas fegdnaa almareeth..

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