Chapter four -شَقاء-

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"i was super happy that i'm going to meet him.. I picked up the prettiest dress that i have.. Ma3na i don't have a lot of dresses because of my mom..

She dosen't even give me money to buy something for my self.."

I went to him with my old car.. 

Ele trajyt obouy ya36ene bas alfain 3ashan ashtreha w agdar arou7 alma3had ele adres feeh..

3eshta tga9er al3omr!

Tefajaa2t lama sheft his car, chena fe a7ad 6agne s6ar 3ala wayhe!!!

Ehwa bsayrta alydeda w atwa8a3 a5er model nzal bl soug, wana w hal sayara almsakreba.. Huh..

He opened the door for me 3ashan arkab..

He was very tall & very thin.. 

He was handsome.. Baby face!

A very dark -black- hair!

He finally spoke..

Jassim: wa25eran shfteech? Ma bghayna?

Me: hehe ee!

I was extremely shy wede al arth tnshag w tebla3ny:')

Jassim: ma kent metwa8e3 eneich jamela chthy mashallah, alah ya7fthich

Me: shukran:D

7ail estanas lama he told me hal 7achy, la2ana 6oul 3omry kent ma7roma mena wala a7ad 8adar jamaly, w ya jassim w 3awthne 3an kel hal 7eraman..

I told him 3an wath3y eb baitna, 3an omy ele tekrahne w t3amlny chene 5adama aw bl a9a7 aswa2 men al5adama..

Faj2aa..

Jassim: enzain muneerah entay t7benha?

I was very shocked, actually i never asked my self this question.. 

She was a strict women but in a harsh way! 

Men al9a3eb ena a7d y7bha!

How can i love her w ehya 7eta aljeran ma slemaw menha w men 7antha? 

Shloun a7bha w al5adam ele 3endna kelhom yn7ashoun men lsanha w men mo3amltha?

Shloun a7bha w ehya abadan ma 36fat 3alay wala galatly kelma 7elwa?

Shloun w shloun w shloun?..

Jassim knew the answer men 3youny..

3araf ena my parents ehma alshay ele a5fa eb 7ayaaty ma3ana mafrouth ehma akthar alnas ele a7es bl aman weyhom.. 

Mafrouth ehma ele arou7lhom lama tegsa 3alay aldenya bas ehma kanaw al8aswa bm3nahaa..

3o8bha 7alaft ene law tezawj w yebt banat ba5alehom ameraat w awafer lehom kel ele yabouna w a76ehom kel ele yabouna! Men gal فاقدُ الشيء لا يعطيه؟

bas ana 3ende yegdar ya36y law ehwa yaby..

Mara at3bhom wala athrhom..

La2ana ana albent ele tharouha agrab alnas laha..

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W awal le8a2 lena khala9.. Rdait albent w ana ath7ak, ma 3omry 7sait eb hal sh3our..

W kalemataa tdour w tdour b3gly.. 

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Much love, 

Farah<3