Chapter five -شَقاء-

Heyy!

How are you guys?

Mbarak 3alaikom alshahar w alah y3ena 3ala 9yama w 8eyama;*

I just wanted to say that i won't post a lot during ramdhan.. Ma wede a7reg hal shahar bl posts w hal suwalef.. Wela shraykom?

Yala enjoy;**

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"W awal le8a2 lena khala9.. Rdait albent w ana ath7ak, ma 3omry 7sait eb hal sh3our..

W kalemataa tdour w tdour b3gly.."

We became really close to each other..

I really don't imagine my time or my day without him! Simply.. He became ma everything..

Bdait akheth ra7ty weya w gemt wayed a6la3 weyah..

9ert akthar jur2a blbsy w eb kalamy..

I always loved his smile when he looks at me.. I loved his personality.. I loved the way he cares about me.. 

I spend all the day jbal al laptop just to talk to him.. Ma kent a6la3 bara..

...: muneeraaah 

Bsmellah al ra7man alra7em, sh9ayer bldenyaa? Awal mara ome tdesh 3alay..

Me: hala yuma

Mama: ana cham mara gayltlich la tgoulen yuma?? Fehmay ana ma a7ebich

Estaghfaralllaaah, alah y9ebrne..

Me: enshallaah..

Mama: yaya agoulich tara ekhtich rawan wledat

Me: oh mabrouk

She ignored me.. W 6le3at.. 

Bthech alfatra ma kent akalem wala wa7da men 5awaty, kel wa7da lahya weya raylha w 3yalha w sh'3lha..

Wana 3ende jassim ele mghanene 3anhom kelhom.. 

I went to the hospital to see rawan & her new baby.. 

Tbh i was happy.. I mean its a baby! A gift from god! 

Me: alf mabrouk rawan, w al7imidallah 3ala salamtich yal ghalyaa;**

Rawan: alah ysalmich 7abeebty w mashkoura 3al ward w alyaya;**

Me: ma swait shayy, yala khal nshoufhaaaa :D

Rawan: hahaha enshallah..

She took her baby & kissed her..

She was so beautiful! God bless her<3

I gave my mom a look..

Ena shoufay kahe yabat bent w 7abtha wala sawat feha methel ma swaitay fene..

She ignored my looks & just called me dad to tell him ena rawan yabat baby..

As usually.. 

He didn't care at all..

7eta mabrouk ma gaaal::

Typical baba! 

i wanted to know why?

Laish kel ma wa7da men khawaty tolad etdeg 3ala obouy? W kel mara ma eyy wala ygoul mabrouk!

Yemkin tt6leb ehtemama w 7uba? 

Bas a7es 3omra al7ub w alehtemam ma yen6leb men shakh9! 3adel? 

W khala9na est8bal ekhty w sowalef w 3awar alrass.. 

Rawan: uff yarabe muneraah ta3bana! Mane gadra agoum walaa..

Me: ba3ad shetsawen ta7mlaay, w yala btrden weyanaaa albaait! Ya men 7athy a7ad ywansne shway bedal hal thega ele ana feehaa!!

Rawan: haha 7ayatty entay;** ma 3alaih alah y9abrech 9ara7aaa

Me: ta3wdt ba3aad::

Rawan: haha..

She came back home with us! 

You can say that im the happiest girl alive now! 

Ahhh i needed someone to talk to in this fucxing house!

I hate u mom! 

Men kether ma ana lahyaa eb albaby w my sister rawan, ma 9ert a7achy jassim wayed.. 

Bas still wayed afaker feeh..

Me: rawan ana mestghreba!

Rawan: men?

Me: raylich!

Rawan: shfeeh rayle?

Me: 6oul fatrat alnfas ma yana ela martain? Wain ga3den e7na ma yabe yshoufich ye6man 3alaich? Aw 3ala al8al ya3nee yshouf albaby! 

Rawan: khaleh ywaleee, 3asah ma yah enshallah w 3abalich hamny? Akher ehtemamy ehwa taraa

Me: wayy mashallaah 3alaich!!

Rawan: enzain yala ehwa na6rny baraaa

Me: dere balich 3aala al9ghayrouna haa w boulah 3alaikom wayed wayed, wanstouny 7ail tara! Zourona 3ad haa

Rawan: 7abeebty wala akeed, yala nshoufich enshallaah;** ma3a alsalmaa;*

Radat rawan 7ag baitha w raylha wana rdait 7aag jassim..

3araftt ena kan 3enda ma7al ybe3 fe talephonaat..

Galy ena ma3asha wayed zain w merta7..

I knew it men lama sheft his car..

He also told me ena 3enda shalaih..

Tbh tmnait law a3esh 3eshta law thanya bas.. 

W ga3adt ad3y alah ena y9er men n9eby..

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Comment please!

Much love, 

Farah<3